bawwww

ty @ 2009-11-06T19:56:00

2009-11-07T04:11:14Z

my life is boring besides meetings and test shoots. and i wish i could afford a car. or school. or a cheesecake. and a haircut.

my only inspiration right now. over and over. i also got a new number if anyone wants to text, or text me and i go to reply and fall asleep. as that usually happens.

ty @ 2009-10-19T00:12:00

2009-10-19T07:16:49Z

posting twice in one day because it's important. i guess someone from livejournal decided to fake me on last.fm and i don't know where else. but they took my old lj icon and an old picture of me, so whoever you are can you take it down? and any related profiles? the profile. my friend was like "hey saw your comment on last.fm last night" and i was like "lol wait wut.."

and i'm going to try to blog for real this time. mostly about weird abstract things, or things I think are creepy. the blog is here and I'll follow anyone else who has a blog, just post the link. so far i only have the new Kanye West video from Spike Jonze.

ty @ 2009-10-12T20:23:00

2009-10-13T03:27:42Z

i miss all my lj buds. hope you're all doing well and are still hot and fiesty. i don't really get on the computer that much anymore! but i miss you. esp dafuq amd keytones and cults and aujsayshi all the off_wut people and i thank jesus for mac and cheese and backpacks. it's my birthday on friday too i'll be 18.

ty @ 2009-10-01T17:20:00

2009-10-02T00:30:00Z

if you wish to make an apple pie from scratch, you must first invent the universe

ty @ 2009-09-30T15:10:00

2009-09-30T22:14:08Z

LOOKBOOK POAST

i'm dead set on moving away from here. everything is getting so ridiculous. i'm planning on moving to koreatown, which is "east" la, and in a moderate price range. i need tips/suggestions though i don't know what to do and of course nobody irl is of ANY help.

ty @ 2009-09-24T10:34:00

2009-09-24T17:35:05Z

i love this video. for one she's pretty, and has amazing hair that looks buttery soft. and for two I wish life was full of more level headed females like this instead of "I'M A FEMINIST, YOU'RE NOT, THEREFORE YOU'RE AN IGNORANT BITCH" /other sexist bullshit and female misogyny. i need females like this in my life.

ty @ 2009-09-13T23:24:00

2009-09-14T06:27:30Z

and this

ty @ 2009-09-11T03:44:00

2009-09-11T10:44:57Z

this video makes me cry. literally cry. for the first two seconds it's like :D puppy then it's like........why is nobody flipping him over. someone help him. SOMEONE. SOMEONE HELP HIM WHY DID GOD ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN THIS IS HOW MY TURTLE DIED FUCK YOU.

wiwt to post pplz nude picz bcuz dats my hobby.

2009-09-07T02:57:46Z

i'm going to cross post this to wiwt i think. idk if i should. but i found a cool place to take pictures. in my own house. i just never go into that room so i guess i never realized it was cool.

dress worn as a shirt: alexander wang via saks fifth
skirt: i think urban? f21? WHO KNOWS. EVERYONE SELLS THE SAME SKIRT.
shoes: bakers

and if you like hype on lookbook? thanks!

click for blog:

ty @ 2009-09-03T21:10:00

2009-09-04T04:24:56Z

some pictures from my road trip and other shit.

i'm pretty exhausted. remember my 'crush'? fail. i'm going into hibernation. life is no longer fun since i decided to no longer be a no good minx. trying to be 'sweet' and a 'good soul' has proven to be a failure pile in a sadness bowl. dude's would totally rather bone chicks who still use myspace to find 'boyfriends' and upload naked muffin top pictures. then complain about how they're all 'hos'. that is like throwing gasoline in a fire, baby boo. and people who are still groupies and mosh. jesus christ, stay in 2002. when my Minolta is fixed, i can afford quality fabric, and everyone stops sucking so fucking much i'll emerge from my cave.

ty @ 2009-08-29T22:28:00

2009-08-30T05:36:18Z

i've lost 7ish pounds since my post full of boobs! but it feels like i have lost no body fat, so i tried kicking my workout routine up a notch. i'll probably alternate this with my yoga.

one mile jog, three sets of regular sit ups, three sets of side side ups (both sides), three sets of situps with my legs up, three sets with legs up on both sides, three sets of reverse situps, butterfly kicks, plank, wall sits, lunges, squats, three sets of leg lifts each side, 100 pushup routine, and then stretching.

and i can almost do the splits again! but, still a way to go until my "goal." five inches off my hips, three inches off each thigh, two inches off my waist. i feel like this though:

l50mgoflove (8:53:25 PM): did the children follow you
dropyourpride (8:53:27 PM): and he speeds up
dropyourpride (8:53:28 PM): yes
dropyourpride (8:53:30 PM): like 9000
l50mgoflove (8:53:36 PM): over 9000
dropyourpride (8:53:39 PM): i thought they wanted my lunch money
dropyourpride (8:53:41 PM): so i ran faster
dropyourpride (8:53:46 PM): then i ran up some stairs to escape
dropyourpride (8:53:54 PM): then remembered children can climb stairs so i started punching at them
dropyourpride (8:54:03 PM): then they got me

ty @ 2009-08-27T20:45:00

2009-08-28T03:46:49Z

ty @ 2009-08-09T22:03:00

2009-08-10T05:05:14Z

my laptop hard drive has failed, so remember my face, little ones. if it's not swine flu or road trips it's failed hardware. and i guess i'm writing a blog, but i have no ideas. my writing style is offensive and pretty much gives off the impression i'm yelling or a huge cunt. so i'm not sure what to do about that.

ty @ 2009-07-19T23:09:00

2009-07-20T06:10:29Z

i was supposed to make a shoe post. but i haven't yet. but i will when i stop being a cunt.

but right now i can't. because being a cunt is tiring and i must take a lot of naps and drink a lot of dr. pepper.

hey look at this hot chick

2009-06-11T04:21:13Z

lol. Suicide Girls came out with a book that gives "tattoo ideas". I love looking at tattoos. But this is pretty much "hey are you turning 18, do you think perks of being a wallflower is the best book, do you have the creativity or an earth worm? here is shit you can copy to be cool." In fact they worded it in a similar way, something along the lines of "if you are looking to get a tattoo read this." I know i would flip my shit and skin someone if i got custom work done and some asshole copied it. Yes, if you put a picture showing your tattoo online you're at risk of it getting copied, but to basically promote it makes me RAGE. And knowing how many fucking twats aspire to be like their favorite SG makes me frightened, and I somehow doubt the girls have permission for their tattoos to be put in a "tattoo idea" book.

It's pretty sad they are the only "alt" porn site with photography that doesn't make me want to quit life. But then they just fuck up royally and make me embarrassed in other ways.

Ps i want a nose job right now.

ty @ 2009-06-03T00:21:00

2009-06-03T07:27:51Z

i hope when i am older i will have love like this. going to motorcycle gatherings at mexican restaurants and sharing beer poured into a styrofoam cup. he can help me tie my bandana and i can sew patches onto his leather vest. cherry pie. bbq's. dirty cowboy boots.

i want to start a blog, but i am really not that interesting neither are my pictures of nuts.

ty @ 2009-05-26T16:17:00

2009-05-26T23:34:56Z

i look scraggly lately because every time i straighten my hair it goes LOL NOPE and frizzes the fuck out. and the blue faded out. so i dont know if i want to attempt dark blonde or do blue again. i have only had 5 hairstyles this month. i also got accepted by chacha so i will have extra cash. so i can actually have clothes/plugs/makeup again and go to off_wut hangouts. so, if you live in california or tennessee we should hangout?

ps. holy shit guinea pigs have weird mouths.

ty @ 2009-05-20T18:46:00

2009-05-21T01:48:53Z

hi.

ty @ 2009-05-13T13:44:00

2009-05-13T20:56:55Z

this is the video i posted to off_wut yesterday. she uploaded it to tinypic, and using my internet witch skills i downloaded the video to make animated gifs. she then deleted the video (i'm guessing she noticed it had like a view count of one mirrion) so today i uploaded it to youtube. because i am a heartless bitch. boo fuckity hoo.

I don't like the last one. But there has to be three pictures behind the cut fuuu.

ty @ 2009-05-06T19:36:00

2009-05-07T02:36:48Z

drop your pride (7:36:05 PM): lol you're not here but a jonas bro look alike is talking to me rn

ty @ 2009-05-03T12:28:00

2009-05-03T19:28:44Z

ty @ 2009-05-02T21:40:00

2009-05-03T04:40:48Z

ty @ 2009-04-27T09:26:00

2009-04-27T16:27:12Z

why do you let me make journal entries when i am drunk. i wake up and read them and am like "omg."

and my hair is blue now. the comments i have gotten about it so far: "you still look like a goddamn alien." and "you are giving me the uncanny valley feeling." if you do not know what uncanny valley is

The uncanny valley hypothesis holds that when robots and other facsimiles of humans look and act almost like actual humans, it causes a response of revulsion among human observers. The "valley" in question is a dip in a proposed graph of the positivity of human reaction as a function of a robot's lifelikeness.

ty @ 2009-04-08T20:16:00

2009-04-09T03:18:46Z

dumbest moment of my life. sluttering/mimi is talking about chemistry and smart people things and I go

"i am crotch hashing" then i try to correct myself and go "...crotch hatching...cross hashing. okay bye."

ty @ 2009-03-20T17:27:00

2009-03-21T00:29:08Z

i'm so excited for this shit. idc if you hate it go away.

swear to god if they overprice that shit i am going to rip the skin off my face.